i am freaking tired.
i slept the whole afternoon yeah?

reason: when people are happily sleeping on friday night (saturday morning), i am at CCK cemetery and mandai crematorium
for QING MING JIE lah.don't think otherwise.
i went over to my cousin house at 10.30pm, reached at about 11.
went there feeling hungry, cos i just ate rice with fish for dinner.
haha. siao eh?
went to eat noodle, and met a person who's drunk, talking to me, sis and cousin.
we were like, quickly eat, quickly eat.
then we slack somemore until 1am(sat morning) and went to fetch my aunt etc.
and it was scary lah.
i knew NTU was located near there.
and there were army camps there like wat keat hong camp as well as HOME TEAM ACADEMY(it's looks cooler than the ex police academy even though i didn't went to their open house,but even i went, i just wana catch MLB, haha) and what air base and what army logistic.if im did not see wrongly. lucky, i am not a guy, who needs to go NS, if i am, i already fainted. haha. weak? no. but then sometimes, guys are so good, at least after their poly, they have to go NS, unlike us girls, fret over where to go. haha
but i don't know i see correctly anot.told you im street idiot (note to ting: not street fighter)
haha.
ok, out of question.
when we first went to CCK cemetery, it's like we were the only families over there. told you already, it's 1am close to 2am in the morning, who would want to go at that time?
but then though at that place, we might just be alone, but at other end of the whole plot of cemetery, there were people, as i can see torchlight being flashed and praying too,think they don't want to go in the morning because of the sun, and it would be a lot of people in the morning.

oh my god, and when i heard noises, i immediately grab my sister hand, cos my grandpa eh what is that called, oh tombstone(!?) was near the army camp, and my older cousin and the rest ask me not to be afraid, i told you im TIMID le.
my older cousin reassured me that it's noises from the army camp, but i just feel scared. then the rest of my relative say don't be scared, we were not here to do anything wrong.
and i just feel so uneasy, that when we were praying, i just flash my torchlight around, and turn my head, and my older cousin ask me not to be KPO. i was oh ok, i think you know lah.
and i still so stupid idiot, ask my sister wana take PICS over there. OH MAN. haha.
she say NO. i was eh yah, don't want lah. haha. at cck there, we went to 3 place. my grandma, grandpa and uncle(my godpa). all i feel was, we were not alone.i mean there are other families lah, some even shout huat arh!
haha.
yah huat arh. but i think health more impt.
:)

went over to mandai.
pray to great grandpa.
hm.
something happen there. which i don't wish to say out.
too complicated.
anyway, i reach home at 5am. and i just wash my feet and change and sleep.
i woke up at 10 plus. then i still feel tired after coming home from market, and just ate lunch and slept again. for 4 straight hours till 5pm. im a pig.

haha.

dinner and dance @ marriott

okay. side track back to wednesday.
i took time off i already said.
but still i reach home only at 5.45pm.
which was very late.
but anyway, jp was late too. so we went late. but in the end, jp who was late reaching home, reach earlier than me and wh.
hah.
sorry girl. haha.
anyway, e guys from our class went in first, and when we went in, it already started(i mean the food), and the programme was nice.
haha. we had loads of fun that night. after the programme end, we went to wisma indochine.
chill out, at least im feeling better.
cab back home and reach home close to 2am. or is it 1am plus.
and i tried my very best to sleep that night, but i couldn't still. sigh.

pictures


wanhui,me and jingping



DAWN and me.


7 guys, 3 girls, 10 people. T10!



now nic, you know who's the one who tried to kick you right?


shopping kaki,kbox kaki- wanhui!



:)


3 semester project mates,3 semester friends. :)


alright, here are some pics.
wanhui pics i have taken from her multiply.
still got i think somemore from jason camera? hahs.

oh man, now is already 8.57pm.
have blog for one hour plus le.

how i wish time don't past so fast.
tmr is SUNDAY which mean MONDAY is approaching!
oh man.
:(

sigh.
till then.


whoo. it's friday.
before i start off, HAPPY 16 BDAY TO LIL BROTHER
and happy 20th belated bday to Leechin.
:)

this week is an awful week.
therefore i wish friday was here quickly.
wednesday was fun!
cos of Dinner and Dance, i took time off.
:p
it was held at Marriott Hotel.
and DAWN, it's great to saw you there too.
10 people from class went.
3 girls, 7 guys.
i have already upload the pics into Flickr and Photobucket.
those who wants, can go to the pics on the side of my blog, and get it.
im still waiting for other pics.
haha
and i will upload one by one when im free and update on it when im free tomorrow hopefully.
:)

awful week better be gone.
and though i don't want the new week to come.
i hope April will be a nicer month.
but gosh, it makes me remind of last year April.
sigh.
i think when end of August came, it will let me remind of last year too.
gosh.
life is just like that.

random post.


someone is falling and you can't help anything, then that's a bad feeling.

i dislike when i can't do anything, act as if nothing have happen.

how can i.

someone, please help me.


this post suppose to be up yesterday, but i didn't, therefore i save it as a draft.

i am okay with the job so far.
kind of anticipated june to come faster.
unless im admitted into SIM-UOL briding course, i will work till may.

been pretty tired every day i reach home.
wanted to blog and online.
but i knew i couldn't.
:(
so everyday im sort of counting down to 5.30pm.
tried to cleared my work.
and on.

but beside working, there's a fair share of entertainment.
so im glad!
:)

and i have heard people been calling up for NTU and SMU interview.
so yeah?
but not me.
so i knew it's going to be out.
but if JC students can come and tell me local uni is difficult to enter, then we poly students better keep quiet.

Travel Horoscope for Virgo

When you travel, you need to keep active and on the go. You want a vacation where you can keep moving and keep things exciting. You should travel to: Paris Tokyo NYC Sydney London

Travel Horoscope for Leo

When you travel, you crave sun soaked days and warm nights. You want a vacation where you can party hard and sleep in the sun all day. You should travel to: Cancun Miami Bali Saint Tropez Key West

Paris
Tokyo
NYC
Sydney
London

yes all this counties i wanted to go.
especially LONDON
if i get the chance to study there (UOL is my dream but unless pound depreciates), i would go and from there, i would go Paris and the rest of europe.
:)
TOKYO is on my list, maybe taiwan trip in july (maybe only) cancel, and go Japan, cos of TOKYO disneyland. =p
but i thought december would be a nice weather to go?
it will snow right?
sydnet and nyc.
hahs. after TOKYO.
oh man. how accurate about need to keep active,where i can keep moving and keep things exciting.
judging from the speed i walk. HAHS.

now for leo.
i agree with it totally.
whoo.

and 3 days never check e-mail,it have choke up to 57 emails.
freak man.

oh yah. MR BEAN HOLIDAY is a nice movie.
do catch it, alright
:)

well. yesterday i went down to SIM.
to submit some stuff.
and what the.
i thought im the only person (wishful thinking) who would go down on a sat.
but im totally wrong.
and now i realised i put the date awarded for my O levels wrongly.
hope it wouldn't affect the applications ba.
anyway, just a few more things to send to the various institutions.
we cab down to SIM and after we were done, we cab down to Jurong point.
went to courts and buy some stuff because xj going to house-warming.
after we were done, we took mrt and alight at redhill.
she went to her colleague house-warming.
while i went to took 33 down to katong area to go REBEKA hostel.
and stupid bloody idiotic DD.

im already labelled as street idiot.
meaning i know nuts about direction stuff.
i alight at the wrong bus stop.
and i walk for don't know how long to reach rebeka hostel.
bought drinks and went there.
slack and then whilst waiting for xj to came.
both of us decide to have lunch at the 5 star hainanese chicken rice stall there, while the 2 guys-gh and zs decided that they stay at rebeka room(don't know what they were doing in there)
LOL.
while going to the stall, rebeka got a call from SMU asking her to go down for her interview!
WHAO. that's freaking cool.
:)
anyway, we packet lunch for them.
xj came, i slept for awhile, before heading to ECP.
we cycled there, and we went roller-blading.
being a roller-blading idiot, i fell down even when the person was helping me out lah.
so MALU can anot.
and i fall down don't know how many time, back and front.
but in the end, i did manage to roller-blade lah.
at least better than the starting, when i don't even dare to STAND UP LAH.
oh too bad, camera didn't bring, handphone didn't took pics. so too bad.
hahaha.
blade for 2 hours, and we were so tired.
went to eat prata.
and when we going back to beka hostel, it start to rain!
:(
stayed there, played the tarot cards.
well.
took cab home after that.
and we didn't know that it don't accept nets yet.
i mean for some yes.
luckily zs pass me 10 bucks, if not i tell you, i don't know how am i going to settle it since im the last one to exit.
hahaha.
by the time i reach home is already 1am in the morning i think.
i just bath and fall asleep.

can't believe that tomorrow is MONDAY!
hai.

till then.
:)


sigh.
starting work tomorrow.
mix feelings right now.

super tired.
till then.


im back to blog!
alright.
a good and nice weekend i have.

let me see.
wednesday was the release of result.
as far as im concern, i have passed.
i don't want to care whether the grades is nice or not nice.
GPA up or down already.
it's freaking super tired just to chase all this.
as long i have passed, with no supp paper. i am already over the moon.
anyway, my cousin and nieces came over to my house for stayover that night.
i think that night the 5 girls of us were so tired.playing on the computer for hours.
till wee hours then i went to sleep.

we went for breakfast at Mcdonald white sands.
my older cousin bring niece-wanzhen over in the morning.
then my nieces went with her aunt(who is my cousin who brought wanzhen over) to her house.
my sis, my cousin and i bath and went over to my cousin house to meet my nieces who were at their aunt house.
we watch wanzhen K2 graduation ceremony at Pentecost methodist church VCD.
hahs. cool leh she.
we were laughing and oohh ahhh.
so cute.
:)
played with wanyu too. haha. she's growing up, and im growing older.
really, she was born in 2005 in December and then was a baby, and she's turning 2 this years, and next year January she's starting class. ask me not to feel old also difficult.
haha.
then we went off at 3. the 5 of us took cab down to tamp mall.
i ate there while the 4 went for movie- the haunted school.
i went back to school to meet wh and carol.
i was early and i saw jane and talk to her.
haha
applied for the transcript which cost 10 bucks.
went to photocopy some stuff and wh drove us to tamp mall and meet yh there.
then me, wh and carol went to din tai fung and have dinner.
while yh went to meet another friend.
after the dinner, we decide to catch happily n'ever after.
it was a nice movie.
home sweet home after that.

Friday i went out of my house at 7.50am.
cos i meeting leechin to accompany her to MOE there for her NIE interview.
:)
i thought the interview will be long, cos i could not go up with her, and there's no benches or what inside the building. the nearest seat i could find is the bus stop.
therefore,i decide to walk around the area.
and bravo i saw Holland Drive.
thinking that it might lead me to Holland Road, and which will lead me to Holland Village, i walk there.
on the main street without taking any short cut.
and yes!!!
i went to Cold Storage first cos i think i need the air con. but beside that, the cold storage there is 24 hours. whao cool.
went to walk around, i know i sounded sua ku but what can i do?
haha. just when i was exploring halfway.
Leechin call and say she finish le.
i was fast.
therefore, i die die go and find the short cut. which is really super short road back to MOE centre and meet her.
went to bedok to meet xj and then for lunch.
back to school.
and to the lib and sleep before meeting the rest.
haha.
we went to Century square, ate Roti Prata, and then slack there while waiting for Yf to finish her interview.
went to shop around and then, went to HANS for dinner.
i ate the chicken chop with mushroom sauce. at least it's not spicy this time.
and i wonder how did i manage to clear my food that day.
i always waste food. i know it's a sin. but i just couldn't finish.
:(
but not that day.
haha.

Saturday was a bit too rush. cos i went batam with my mom,bro,sis,cousins,aunt and uncles.
at first i thought it would be much village kind, but it was somehow like JB!
and i was freak out by their price on the price tag, and of course their notes.
and we had a hard time trying to convert the price.
haha.
pictures will be upload soon eh.
tour and went back to Singapore.

Yesterday went to giant at Tampines.
so many people so crowded.
the fruit area the floor was super dity.
and the worst thing is, people buy logan right, they put in the plastic le, they take and eat along eat until finish le!!
out of question, i buy cup noodles, potato chips and DURAINS!!
hahahaha.
but we spent 80 plus there while i see other people spending 200plus. i wonder what they buy,
Then i went to downtown and bought dinner for my family, then it was ren ci charity show.
i was crying throughout the whole show.
especially at the clips.
hai.

okay. today is monday!
:(
what shall i do now?
sigh


second post.

as usual.
the results that everyone was talking was out.

as usual,im happy with it.
at least im happy with what i have.
hahs.
thought some stuff happen.
which i shall not mention.

anyway.
the results were better or at least better than what i expect.
though my mid sem some was done quite well.
one was badly done.
overall.
i got.

Managerial Accounting 2- A
Legal Aspect of business -B
International business- B+
Practice of Entrepreneurship- C+
Student Internship- Pass

think my year 2.2 C cause my GPA to suffer a lot.
and when i mean a lot.
it really mean a lot.
but whatever it is

i live for myself.
i don't live for others.

results is mine.
not others.

im feeling blissful right now.
:)


im awaiting for the results sms.
yes. awaiting.
i don't know why
but im expecting to see one C.
just give me one this semester
don't gif me more than that.
if not say bye bye to me.

job hunts and interviews is not nice.
but who knows?
maybe you will land up at the job.
however with my super duper can screw up interview.
i doubt it man.

crap.
im so freaking anxious right now.

and duh.
it's not the first time taking results lah.
:(





bored.
dull dull dull

school we complain.
no school we also complain.
work we complain.
no work we complain.

then what should we go to make our mouth shut?

tell me what should i do?

awwww..
bored.

shall look forward to music and lyrics later.
:)


boring.
and bored day.

what to do.
no job, no allowances.

you know what.
i was so bo liao yesterday night.
that i went to calculate how much our parents have spent on me.
or rather.
the whole house.

-housing,if not we don't have a roof under our head
-insurance
-nappies and milk since we were born.
-daily and monthly expenses.like internet,handphone,
-my piano expenses which can easily amount to 2k-3k a year (calculate it with the fact that i learnt 10 years plus) which could be about 20k to 30k or even 40k.

i wonder how many years must i work just to repay all this.
this is a huge amount man.

i think i take things too granted.
i don't dare to ask for any more allowances since im not studying anymore.
plus the fact that i bought the handphone last week.
shall not

repayment time i think.
shall be good to my parents (which i think im already very good at,think so).
give them money when i start working (which is a must, but i have already when i took on part time job in the past)

Singapore is a very stress-free life huh?
maybe.
but how sad it is.
when people have to mug in order to succeed in life. to earn more money, to live in big houses, drive big cars.
and when education is to educate us and inculacate values to us.
however, i don't think the first one is implemented.
only the latter does that.
even if the latter does, it only can be comparable in a very little form.
somehow or so.

why am i talking about this?
maybe because im growing up.
thinking too much.
not wanting to grow up soon.
:(

sigh.

go and buy lunch.

till then.


phew.
tired.
and yet fun.
yesterday!
:)

throat still very pain.
:(
argh.
han's was nice.

go and bath le.


don't know to be happy.
or to be sad either.
:(

my contact is all gone in my old phone.
all thanks to me. for not saving it in my sim card as well!

on the other hand, i got a new phone- N73 music edition.
however, once i get it.
i start to regret it.
i don't know why.
but maybe its girls nature.
so yeah?
cos i think i was too indecisive between 7390 and N73.
that day went with daddy and sister to tamp mall to change.
and went to pizza hut for dinner.
:)

anyway.
weekends is gone.
and i enjoyed to the fullest.

and today i went out with wanhui.
to marina square.
caught the just follow law and i laugh.
anyway. it was funny.
not really aiming at any government or what.
then we went to bugis.
shop. and went home.

haven really recover.
every morning still coughing.
nose still block.
well.
shall recover soon though.

till then.


MY HANDPHONE DIE ON ME.
no graphics on the handphone even though there's start up sound.
WHAT THE HECK.

kindly note:
those people who have change their number in the past 2 months, please give me you contacts once again.though i think there's 3 of them.
and to the person who have smsed me, early this morning at 9 plus.
please sms again.
and i gota key in the contacts one by one into the new handphone i will be changing later.
hopefully.

im super duper upset lah.


i don't know to laugh,to cry or to be angry when relatives(my aunts and uncles) called my house and ask my mom or if i am the one picking up,
whether i am taking results on fri.
seriously, im not doing A levels.
what the heck they are thinking.
not 1, but 2 or 3 thought i will be taking results yesterday.
freak.
i just told one of them flatly that i will not be taking any results.
then she ask what am i doing now.
i was like.
come on, every time you see me, you ask the same question.
whatever.
then she continue. did i apply for uni. i replied yes.
then she ask which one, i just too lazy to replied, i just say NTU.
then she say oh.
then ask me to switch on TV just to watch the zhao an ni hao.
cos got what SIM and SMU what lian he zao shen huo dong.
what heck is this.
call me early in thursday morning just to tell me this.
freak man.

piss off or what.
whatever.

Anyway, it's the end of exams on Wed.

thurs was fun.
i went to Suntec area.
was late, went to step into the career fair, but i see so many ppl.
forget it then.
then went to Suntec kbox find leechin and weiyi.
we sing don't know how many FIR songs.
no wonder at night no voice lah.
enjoyed myself.
went for dinner at just noodles.
and took bus home.

yesterday.
went to central meet xj, for lunch and then make her contacts.
after which, i help buy some stuff home.
then change, go Suntec again!!!
went marina square hans first.
with leechin and weiyi.
then to Suntec.
this time we really go into the Career fair.
walk around. with cloud, huimin, leechin, weiyi.
daisy and ronald was there too.
saw some TP students there too.
hahs.
after that is CAB down to Bedok 85
:)
met jane there.
after that HOME SWEET HOME.

i haven really recover.
i also don't know why.
well, hopefully will soon.

i thinking of you right now.
do you know that?

till then.


well.
it's been for good.
after all, 3 years. is really gone just like this.
just like split of seconds.

the paper yesterday was horrible.
tricky.
i didn't studied much for it seriously so i don't expect anything from legal result.
:(

after the exam, we went out.
maybe after all, its time to relax eh.
took 23 to Tamp mall and on the way, there's an road accident, and i SAW A PERSON LYING ON THE ROAD after being knock down by a car i think. if not explain to me why is there police as well as ambulance.OH MY GOD, i never ever witness any accident, let alone say a . . . i shall not continue.

and we for a movie at GV Tamp- NORBIT.
was laughing throughout the movie.
nice!

am having a flu now and sore throat.
seriously, im going to enjoy myself till next week.
before i find a job and settle myself down onto the job.and earn money to travel overseas. wishful dreams.
and wait and see what future lies.
still haven get SIM application done yet.

your eyes.have told me
it's time for me to forget about you.
yes, maybe i should.
time will let me forget about everything.
hopefully.

till then.
:)

DeDuan / DD
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